CARRIE Underwood broke down in tears and painfully admitted that she was ‘angry at God’ after she suffered three miscarriages.
The singer and her husband Mike Fisher have been discussing how three miscarriages impacted their marriage in a four-part docu-series Mike & Carrier: God and Country on IAmSecond.
Carrie Underwood and Mike Fisher premiered a four-part docu-series about how their miscarriages affected their marriage[/caption]
In the second part of the docu-series, Carrie and Mike discussed what it felt like to get pregnant three times and lose all three pregnancies.
The Jesus, Take The Wheel singer told the cameras as she held back tears: “I remember not wanting to be by myself, I went up to Isaiah’s room and crawled into bed with him – I don’t know how that kid didn’t wake up, I was balling – I feel like I’ve been a Christian my whole life and I always wanted to be a good daughter.
Carrie admitted that she was angry at God for having her go through miscarriages[/caption]
“And having a child, even if you know what’s wrong with your child, you want them to talk to you about it, you want to make that connection and I just had an honest conversation with God and I told him how I felt,” she explained.
“I was hurt and I was a little angry. And of course, you feel guilty for being mad at your creator. And I told him I needed something – we needed to have a baby or not ever because I couldn’t go down that road anymore.”
Their son Jacob was born in 2019 following their three miscarriages[/caption]
Jacob was their rainbow child[/caption]
The couple had son, Isaiah, as well[/caption]
Despite the many miscarriages, Carrie and Mike were able to get pregnant again and they had their son Jacob, on January 21, 2019.
Before discussing their heartache, the sports star said she “always wanted a lot of kids”.
Although Carrie added: “I was never good with other people’s kids, why would I be good with my own?”
However, she admitted that following the birth of their first child Isaiah she learned what it truly felt like to be “in love.”
Carrie also admitted that she never saw herself marrying a hunter[/caption]
The couple met at one of Carrie’s concerts in 2008 and was engaged a year later in December 2009.
The two married in 2010.
The blonde beauty, who hails from Oklahoma, explained how she and Mike are “drastically” different from one another.
Reflecting on her childhood, Carrie said when she was a kid she “always said I would never marry a hunter… Never not in a million years.”
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“When we were dating, it’s like ‘we’ll be fine,’” added Mike. “And then you’re doing the same and then all of a sudden we get married and it’s like ‘woah here we go.’”
Carrie responded: “We just differ. Drastically.”
The series is the first in-depth interview the notoriously couple has ever done.
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